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Beyond the Breakwater
by Radclyffe
Excerpt
Chapter One
September,
Provincetown, Ma
Doctor Victoria King
tilted her face to the sun and let the swift ocean current carry her to shore.
She rested her paddle across the front of the seventeen-foot long, twenty-one
inch wide red kayak and squinted in the early morning haze toward the beach at
Herring Cove. Men and women perched on the undulating curve of sand marking the
border between earth and water, casting baited lines to tempt the sea bass to
their last meal. In the black ribbon of parking lot sandwiched between the
dunes and the shore, vacationers were just beginning to stir, opening the
windows and doors of their mechanical homes, airing out their sea dampened
linens and clothes. Tory was so used to seeing the idyllic tableau, she barely
took note as her craft glided the last few feet and touched bottom in the
frothing water at the ocean’s edge.
As she unzipped her
life vest and tossed the PFD into her boat, the sound of a car door thudding
closed penetrated the roar of the waves, and she stopped
what she was doing to watch Reese Conlon walk down across the shell-littered
sand, a blazing grin on her handsome face.
“Good morning,
Sheriff,” Tory said softly, her eyes roaming the trim body in the immaculately
pressed and polished uniform, moving slowly from the broad shoulders over the
faint swell of breasts to the narrow hips and long, muscular thighs. God, you’re gorgeous.
“Good morning,
Doctor,” Reese replied easily, stopping a few feet away, shoulders squared in
that unconscious military posture that was second nature to her. She knew Tory
was watching her, looking at her, and
she liked it. Her skin tingled under the stiff cotton of her khakis everywhere
Tory’s glance fell, the visual caress as tangible as a touch. The two feet of
air between them shimmered like the currents above blacktop on a hot summer’s
day. “Nice out there today?”
“Mmm. Yeah, it was.”
Reese smiled. Tory’s
clear, lightly tanned skin was flushed from the wind off the water and the
exertion of her recent paddle. The T-shirt she had worn under her PFD was damp
with sweat and spray, the thin material subtly outlining her firm, high
breasts. Her mid-thigh length shorts hugged slender, toned thighs. Even the
scarred and damaged calf held a trace of valiant beauty.
“Give you a hand?”
Reese finally said, her voice husky. You are so very lovely.
“Anytime,” the doctor
replied, her own throat suddenly dry.
Tory caught up to
Reese by the side of her Jeep and opened the back. Tossing the items she
carried inside, she turned and reached for the rear of the kayak. “Ready?”
“Any time you say,
love.”
Together they lifted
it to the roof rack and secured it. As they stood facing one another by the
side of the vehicle, their eyes met and they moved close enough so that their
hands touched.
“Busy
day today?” Reese asked,
brushing the auburn collar-length hair back from Tory’s face with her
fingertips, letting her hand linger against her lover’s cheek.
“Uh huh,” Tory
murmured, resting one palm on the taller woman’s chest.
“You?”
“Routine,” the
sheriff replied, watching the green eyes deepen to the color of the ocean in
August. “I won’t be late. Can we have dinner?”
“Mmm, okay.” Tory ran
a finger down the buttons on Reese’s shirt, thinking about the hard muscles and
soft smooth skin underneath. Thinking about waking with her that morning and
how much she had wanted her right then and knowing that there wasn’t time. Knowing that she would want her all day. Knowing
that that evening there would be
time. “I love you.”
Reese lowered her head
and brushed her lips over Tory’s, her hand beneath Tory’s hair caressing the
back of her neck. “Me, too,” she whispered against her lover’s ear.
“Go to work,” Tory
ordered as she stepped away. Reese had a dangerous glint in her deep blue eyes,
the kind of spark that promised flames. She was afraid if they touched again
they’d kiss for real, and then she wouldn’t be able to concentrate all day.
“When?” Reese persisted, but she didn’t move. She
didn’t dare.
You always do this to me, make me so hot I can’t think.
“Later. Now go.” Tory slid into the Jeep, pulled the door
closed, and started the ignition with shaking hands. She had expected the
passion to lessen, the fires to cool, but they hadn’t. She glanced into the
rearview mirror as she drove away. Watching Reese stride to her patrol car, she
knew that they never would.
*****
Later turned out to
be
eleven o'clock that
night. Tory’s patient schedule had been disrupted while she sutured a series
of nasty lacerations on the forehead of a cyclist who had blown a tire coming
down Route six from
Truro and had catapulted
into the guard rail. By the time she got home her leg ached, and she was
exhausted.
“Did you ever get
dinner?” Reese asked as she met her lover on the rear deck of the house they
shared overlooking Provincetown Harbor.
“No,” Tory sighed as
she flopped into a deck chair, absently petting the huge brindle mastiff who lumbered to her side. “Hey, Jed,” she whispered faintly.
Reese leaned to kiss
her, then said, “I’ll be right back.”
Tory closed her eyes
and when she jerked awake a few moments later, there was a tray table beside
her with a glass of wine and a sandwich. Suddenly she was ravenous. “Thanks.”
“Better?” Reese asked
when Tory set her glass down with a satisfied groan.
“Almost.”
Reese raised an
eyebrow. “Something else?”
“Uh
huh.” Tory held out a
hand, and Reese moved to take it. Tory tugged her down onto the lounge chair
beside her, turning so that they rested face to face. Threading her arms around
Reese’s waist, she pressed close, pushing one thigh between Reese’s. “This.”
It began with a
kiss--a kiss to say welcome home, a kiss to say I missed you, a kiss to say I
love you. It became something more urgent as flesh met flesh and passion
stirred. Tory worked her hand between them and pulled the T-shirt from Reese’s jeans,
resting her palm on the curve of rib as it arched above Reese’s taut stomach.
Reese kissed her way from Tory’s mouth along the line of her jaw to the smooth
skin of her neck, biting lightly until she drew soft cries from her lover’s
throat. Their hearts pounded, beating a rhythm that echoed in each other’s
blood as they explored one another with mouths and lips and demanding hands.
“Tory,” Reese gasped
as she felt her lover’s finger slip down the front of her jeans. She didn’t
remember opening her fly, but one of them must have. “Careful.”
“Why?” Tory murmured
thickly, pushing lower as she leaned up on the other arm so she could see
Reese’s face. Her fingers found the hardness she was seeking, and as she
pressed the length of her, Reese moaned. “You’re always good for more than
one.”
Reese grew still
under her hands--body arched slightly, head tilted back, pupils
wide and dark. Tory knew how to touch her to keep her on the edge--knew the
telltale flutter of her lids, the stutter of breath in her chest, the faint cry
barely uttered--she knew and she held her there, moving her fingers slowly,
carefully, one gentle stroke after another.
“Tory…love,” Reese
whispered as the pleasure escaped the confines of the places Tory touched and
cascaded outward to burn through her blood and roll down her legs, muscles
clenching with the force of nerves and vessels turning to fire. She pressed her
forehead to Tory’s shoulder and shuddered, lost and forever found.
As many times as she
had watched Reese come, Tory was never prepared for the beauty of it.
Awestruck, humbled beyond words, she bit her lip to keep from falling with her,
wanting to remember each precious second of the moment. But she couldn’t keep
from thrusting against Reese’s thigh, her body having long since moved beyond
her control. Trying desperately to ignore the pressure building between her
legs, she clung to her lover, gasping.
Dimly Reese heard
Tory’s ragged breathing against her ear, and even as she continued to shiver
with the last ripples of release, she reached for her. “I want to be inside
you.”
Tory lifted her hips,
helping Reese push her slacks down. “Yes. Yes.”
It was quick, because
she was so close. One second, Reese was there--gliding over her, opening
her--and then she was inside her, owning her. Tory cried out once, sharply, and
then she was coming. Over and over and over she closed around
Reese’s fingers, each spasm knifing through her with a terrible wonder.
When she could make sound, she could find no words. She simply turned her
sweat-damp face to Reese’s chest and hung on.
*****
They must have slept
because it was the chill that woke her. The sky was very dark above them, and
the wind from the water was sharp and crisp. In the distance, the foghorn
echoed plaintively. Tory stirred, running her fingers over Reese’s chest. “Hey, Sheriff.”
“Mmm?”
“Bedtime.”
“Okay,” Reese said, but
when she moved to get up, Tory suddenly held her tighter. She stilled,
surprised by the force of her lover’s grip. “What’s wrong, Tor?”
Tory shook her head. “Nothing.” She fiddled with the button on Reese’s jeans,
uncharacteristically uncertain. “I’ll be thirty-nine in September.”
Reese waited.
Tory took a deep
breath. “I was thinking it’s time for us to have a baby.”
*****
March, East Village, Manhattan, NYC
The rail-thin, young man with short, spiked hair wore a
shapeless black T-shirt and equally formless black denim pants that hung
precariously from his nonexistent rear end. In the tiny kitchen of a fourth
floor walk up, he approached a petite blond, also in black jeans that actually
fit her trim form and a midriff-baring, white crop-top that exposed a softly
curved belly adorned with a silver navel ring. "Great party, Carre. Any more
beer?"
"In the fridge.” The three studs in the rim of Caroline
Clark’s left ear glinted as she turned to refill a bowl of pretzels from a bag
on the counter. “It's nice to get the midterm projects over, huh?"
"For sure. Did you hear about Paris yet?"
"Just that they got all my application materials," she
replied, her smile fading slightly as she thought of spending her junior year
abroad. She wanted to go, because the chance to study and paint in France
was like a dream come true. But when she actually pictured herself there, so far
away from everything she knew, everyone she loved…
"What about Bri? She going, too?"
Caroline hesitated. "I...we haven't really talked about it."
"Where is she tonight, anyhow? She’s missing all the fun."
"At the dojo." Caroline glanced at the clock uneasily. It
was after 11:00 p.m., and Bri’s class ended at 9:30. Bri knew that Caroline was
having friends over from school, and Caroline tried to ignore the stab of hurt
at her lover's absence. Now that she thought about it, Bri had been even quieter
than usual the last few weeks. She seemed to be training even more, if that were
humanly possible, and coming home later and later. For the first time in the
four years they'd been together, Caroline felt uncertain of what was happening
between them.
"What?" Caroline asked when she realized that her friend
James was still speaking.
"The black belt thing...that's happening soon for her,
right?"
"Oh. Yes. Sometime this year."
"Man, that's amazing." James leaned against the counter and
fished a handful of potato chips from an open bag beside him. The two of them
moved closer together as another woman squeezed in beside them, muttering that
she was looking for ice. "She, like, practices every day, doesn’t she?"
"Almost." Sometimes Caroline thought that Bri’s training was
the most important thing in her life. She knew for a fact that the martial arts
were much more important to her lover than college. Not for the first time, she
thought that Bri had only come to Manhattan to be with her. That if they had
stayed in Provincetown, Bri would have been just as happy. Maybe more. It wasn't
that Brianna wasn't intelligent, because she was. She just chafed at schedules
and deadlines and inactivity.
When they’d talked about going away to college, Bri had
simply said that she would go anywhere that Caroline wanted to go. When Caroline
received the scholarship to the Parsons School of Design in Manhattan, it had
seemed like an ideal solution. It wasn't that far from Cape Cod, so they could
still get home easily. There were plenty of schools where Bri could enroll, and
Reese Conlon knew of a dojo where Bri could train. Bri had settled on the city
university, because it was affordable and offered a solid curriculum in
criminology. She wanted to go into law enforcement, like her father and Reese.
When they found the tiny apartment in alphabet city, the
student/artist enclave in Greenwich Village, life had seemed perfect. For
Caroline, it still was.
"I'd better get back out there," Caroline said, grabbing a
bottle of beer for herself.
"Later," he called as he reached for more chips.
The front door was just closing behind Bri as Caroline
walked into the crowded living room, which also happened to be their bedroom
when the sofa bed was pulled out. Caroline stepped over extended legs and
threaded her way around the bowls and bottles on the floor until she reached her
lover. Standing on tiptoe, she slipped one arm around Bri's shoulder and gave
her a quick kiss on the mouth. "Hi.
Bri, taller than Caroline by a head, was in her usual
outfit—tight, threadbare blue jeans, multi-zippered leather jacket, and heavy
black motorcycle boots. She put both arms around her girlfriend and pulled her
close, squeezing gently. Caroline always smelled like the shampoo she used, some
combination of fruit and spices. Just the scent of her could make Bri wet. "Hey,
babe. How's it going?"
"Okay. Missed you."
"Sorry." Bri let her go and shrugged out of her jacket. The
black T-shirt was stretched tight across her muscled chest and shoulders, her
breasts smooth shadows beneath the thin cotton. Narrow-hipped and
broad-shouldered, hard-bodied from years of jujitsu, she exuded danger and a
seething sexuality.
“Come on,” Caroline said, taking her hand. “You want
something? A beer?”
“Sure,” Bri replied, allowing her girlfriend to pull her
though the crowd. She was happy that Carre hadn’t asked her why she was late,
but she’d seen the hurt in her lover’s deep green eyes just the same.
Fuck. I
have to tell her soon.
Chapter Two
By 2:00 a.m., everyone had gone. Discarded bottles and
half-empty bowls of snacks lay scattered around the room, but the apartment had
survived the crush of partiers in fairly good shape. Caroline and Bri were
nestled on the couch where they had collapsed after bidding goodnight to the
last of their friends. The room lights were off, and a few candles provided the
only illumination. Bri, cradling Caroline in her arms, leaned against the corner
of the sofa with the smaller woman lying between her out-stretched legs.
"I guess we should open the bed," Bri murmured, nuzzling her
lips in Caroline’s fragrant hair. She rubbed her palm slowly up and down
Caroline’s stomach, brushing the navel ring back and forth. Every now and then,
she tugged it between her fingers. “Carre? Babe? You awake?”
“Mmm hmm.” Caroline turned on her side and pressed her hips
between Bri’s thighs. "It's awfully nice right here."
"Oh yeah?"
"Yeah."
Bri tilted Caroline's chin up and found her lips, exploring
with the tip of her tongue along the sensitive inner surfaces. They’d kissed
thousands of times, but every time she was struck anew by how incredibly soft
those lips were. Within seconds, Bri felt herself swell and grow hard.
"I love to kiss you," Bri murmured.
"Mmm. Me, too." Caroline rested her hand on Bri's chest,
rhythmically brushing her thumb across the peak of her lover's tight nipple. She
knew that would make Bri crazy.
After a minute, Bri said urgently, "Come on. Let's open the
bed and get our clothes off."
"Not yet," Caroline said with gentle firmness. "I’m too
comfortable. Just kiss me again."
Bri knew what Carre was doing, and as much as it frustrated
her, it excited her tremendously, too. Surrendering to the sweet torture, Bri
groaned and kissed Caroline hard, her tongue inside the warm mouth now.
Minutes—hours—passed,
she couldn't tell how long. Her head was light, her legs heavy, and her breath
hissed from her chest in uneven spurts. Somewhere in the midst of their kisses,
Caroline had turned on her stomach and lay face down between Bri’s open thighs,
thrusting her hips in time with their questing tongues.
Bri clasped Caroline's butt in her hands, pulling her lover
hard against her crotch, trying unsuccessfully to satisfy the pressure building
precariously inside.
"You feel so good," Bri whispered.
Caroline's only response was a soft whimper.
The sound of her lover's pleasure snapped the tenuous
threads of Bri’s control, and she wrapped one firm arm around Caroline's waist
and twisted until the smaller woman was beneath her. She grasped the lower edge
of the diminutive crop top and pushed it up, lowering her mouth to the soft,
full breast.
Caroline arched and cried out as Bri sucked the nipple into
her mouth. She fisted her hands in Bri’s hair, pulling frantically as the
pleasure streaked from her breast through her belly. "Bri…ooh, you make me so
hot."
Never moving her lips from Caroline's breast, Bri eased away
enough to get her hand between them. Deftly, she opened Caroline's jeans and
began to push them down over her hips.
“Oh, yes." Caroline lifted her hips, grasped her jeans with
one hand, and helped her lover bare her body. With her lips pressed to Bri ear,
she begged, "I'm so excited. Make me come, Bri."
Bri groaned. Nothing had ever made her feel at once so
powerful and so hopelessly inadequate. That Caroline would want her, would trust
her so completely, nearly broke her heart. She pressed her forehead to
Caroline’s breast, murmuring fervently, "I love you so damn much."
“I know…I know…oh, love me now.” Eyes closed, head twisting
helplessly against the arm of the sofa, Caroline pushed Bri down.
Moving fast, Bri knelt on the floor, her hands beneath
Caroline's hips, pulling her forward to the edge of the couch and lifting her
easily on her powerful forearms. "Oh, baby, I love you."
Then Bri lowered her head and stroked the slick folds with
her tongue, holding tight as Caroline jerked at the first light touch. When she
took the distended clitoris between her lips, Caroline's cries echoed the
thundering of her own fierce passion. With her mouth, with her hands, with her
lips, she paid homage to the love that had saved her sanity and shaped her life.
When Caroline climaxed, trembling and whimpering, Bri
squeezed her eyes closed and groaned with the answering surge between her own
thighs. She rocked her pelvis against the sofa, the seam of her jeans riding
over her clitoris. The faint pressure was more than enough to trigger her
oversensitive nerve endings, and she came instantly, shuddering with the force
of it. Her hoarse cries mingled with her lover’s last soft moans.
“Bri? Honey?” Caroline questioned weakly, trailing her
fingers over her lover’s face. Bri’s cheek was pressed to her stomach, and
Caroline’s hand came away wet. “Are you crying?”
“No,” Bri lied.
Caroline sat up and leaned forward, her arms resting on her
lover’s broad shoulders. “You are.”
Kneeling, encircled in Caroline’s embrace, Bri looked away.
“It’s nothing. Don’t worry.”
“I don’t think you’ve done that since the first time.
Remember?”
Caroline’s voice was gentle, and Bri thought of the warm
summer nights in the dunes—innocently making love beneath the stars with the
sounds of the surf in the background. “Yes,” she said quietly. “I remember.”
"What’s wrong?"
"Nothing," Bri insisted.
"You have to tell me." Caroline gave Bri a small shake.
"Something hasn't been right for a long time. Ever since Christmas."
"I don't how to explain."
Caroline's heart lurched. Suddenly, for the first time in
her memory, she was frightened of something that Bri might say. "Is there...someone else?"
"No! Jesus." Bri put her palms on either side of her lover's
face and kissed her swiftly. "Never."
"Then what?"
"I want to quit school."
Caroline jerked back. "Why?"
"Because I don't want to be here next year while you're in
France." She hadn't wanted to say that. But it was the truth.
"Oh." The sound was small, surprised.
Neither of them said anything for long moments, until
finally Bri got to her feet and moved as far away as the small room would allow.
She leaned against the doorway that joined the kitchen and the living room and
pushed her hands into the back pockets of her jeans.
"I won't go then," Caroline said quietly as she hastily
rearranged her clothing. Brushing a hand through her disheveled hair, she smiled
tremulously. "Why didn't you tell me before?"
"Because I want you to go," Bri said forcefully. "You
want to go. Fuck...you should go."
Bri turned and walked into the kitchen, jerking open the
small refrigerator door and pulling out a bottle of beer. Viciously, she twisted
off the top and threw it into the trash. She turned to find Caroline framed in
the doorway, staring at her with wounded eyes. "I can't go with you, Carre. You
know that."
"What would you do?"
Bri looked away.
"Bri?"
"I applied to the Sheriff's department in Barnstable."
"You’re going to move back to the Cape?"
“Yeah.”
Caroline felt like she had plummeted into another
world. “When did you apply?”
"January."
"You didn't tell me." It was a statement, not an accusation.
"I didn't want you to change your mind about Paris."
"Oh, Bri." Caroline hadn't meant to cry, but the tears came
before she could stop them. She felt so sad, and so helpless to change events
that already seemed to be moving too fast.
Stunned, Bri put the bottle on the counter and rapidly
strode across the small space. She pulled Caroline into her arms and buried her
face in her hair. "I'm sorry. Please don't cry."
"Can we talk about this tomorrow?" Caroline pressed hard
against Bri’s body, needing the solid reassurance of her presence.
"Sure. Anything you want." Bri kissed Caroline's forehead.
"It will be okay, babe."
But somehow, they both knew that wasn't true.
*****
Beyond the Breakwater
October 2003 from
StarCrossed Productions
This story is a work of
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